Thursday, March 29, 2012
Should I stay or should I go?
I haven’t been blogging because sometimes life goes by so fast it’s really hard to get enough time to actually blog anymore. Especially work where there is mandatory overtime and shortage of nurses. Which makes me wonder should I stay or should I go. The questions that I have been dealing with the last few months. Due to the over working I have injured my neck making it hard to heal. That’s a blog in itself. Anyway, working nights and all this over time makes me feel exhausted all the time. I feel that I work, sleep, eat and run errands. To tired to really enjoy life or even have time to blog and since I usually blog every day or at least twice a week. I have always used my blogs as an outlet to vent and clear my mind. Making my mind clouded and scatterbrained isn’t helping much. I have seriously been keeping my eyes open for a new job. Even though the boss keeps telling everyone please hang on it will get better. Now I love where I work and most of the people I work with. Should I hang on? I have been hanging it seems like 5 months now. Still no site of relief or cut back in my hours. What happens if I get a new job and then really hate it. But I want to make a little more dough and a little less hours. My kids are going to be grown and out of the house. I don’t want to live at work and miss them growing up. I have really thought about going PRN so I can still work there and a few other places giving me a variety of options. However I would have to leave my crew and that really sucks. I enjoy working with them. Ugh I hate making new decisions. So what do you think should I stay or should I go?