I think he knows that he screwed up. He was super sucking up. Helping me with my rooms, discharging my patients and offering to take them up during an admission. I am not sure if he is truly sorry or just afraid I might tell on him. Sorry started rambling. The charge nurse that has upset me from the last few posts is who I am referring too. I though I would be able to just let it go but I am still hurt and find myself second guessing myself. Worse than I ever did. GRRR.
Do you think that sometimes the work relationship can't be fixed?
So with that in mind I decided to go ahead and put in for a couple PRN positions and leave it in God's hands. If I get them then maybe it's a sign that I need to move on. Since I never really got the trauma bug were I constantly want to be in the Codes or Traumas like everyone else. Maybe the ER isn't my niche.
So with that in mind I decided to put in for OB. I am not sure that I will get the OB since I really don't have much experience. I did really love my rounds through OB when I was in school. However I did put in for the local ER which is smaller and less crazy. Maybe a lower level trauma center is what I need. Then I can be a bigger fish in a small pond...lol Well I shall keep you in the loop.
I have mention my moving ideas to my closest coworkers who don't want me to leave but completely understand why I want to move on. I just hope I am making the right decisions. It would be nice to make more money and work less days. I know money isn't everything but having more time with the kids would be.