Sunday, June 24, 2012
SO …I thought the shoulder was doing great. No tens unit at work for almost 2 weeks. A whole week of no pain meds including muscle relaxers…and bam couple days ago it reminded me it was still there. Nothing is worse than a muscle spasm. If I had to explain it I would say it’s similar to a Charlie horse that you get in you calf. Only I can’t reach it to rub the stupid pain out and it’s worse when I try to use my right arm or hand. Fun right. I know that my physical therapist thinks that I might have to switch from an ER nurse to a desk nurse. But I didn’t lift anyone or thing. It was just over use of my (R) arm. So what the hell am I suppose to do (L) handed? I guess I could work in construction and turn the stop/slow sign…frustrating. I couldn’t continue on in the army because of hurting my knee and now I can’t do nursing. What the fuck people. I know people who sit on their ass and could work…but don’t and I want to work and can’t . This is so frustrating. Don’t ya just love the roller coaster of life. I want off for awhile please.